How YOU doing!

not to bad

2010-01-13T20:15:00.000-08:00

Its been a week and i am doing great....
i have kept up on my diet and that feels awesome.

i have yet worked out as i started my period and i just wasn't into it... but that is on its way out so i guess its time to jump on that... i had pretty good weight loss for this week but i hope that that this week can keep up with last week.

i guess we will see

that time again!!!!

2010-01-05T20:05:00.000-08:00

So its not my new years resolution because i hate those. I always end up breaking those so its just a diet like any other diet. But i plan to keep this one. I will not let any stress or depression ( which i don't have in any way) or anything else that gets in the way with dieting-- get in my way.

but i feel good about it... i have tried and failed a couple of times in the last couple of months and i am determined to make sure i don't fail again. so here we go again...LOL

october 7, 2009

2009-10-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

Yay ... well i have been dieting again for about 8 days...i think--- anyways i have lost 18 pounds. of course i would like to loose more but 18 is great so far. I just cant believe that after all that work i did to loose some of this, that i put some back on. I know that i have had a stressful year but who hasn't. that is not an excuse i can use anymore. i made the choice to gain all this weight and now I'm making the choice to loose this weight again. i feel happy with the progress and i feel confident that i can again do this. I must admit though.. the holidays are here and I'm a little scared but i just need to keep reminding myself what is more important, a cookie or a piece of pie OR a healthier me...

Sept. 19,2009

2009-09-19T11:47:00.000-07:00

Well...what a year.. Im soooo far behind in my diet and want soo badly to be back on track... so im making that happen... i started today.. and i feel good so far... im happy to be on my diet. and i actually cant wait to do some kind of work out. I am not comfortable with posting my weight even though im the only one who will look at this blog. I guess sometimes i can post my loss for the week. we'll see.

April 25, 2009

2009-04-25T20:02:00.000-07:00

Another great day...gotta love those.... Eating went well. Same as always. Didn't eat anything different. We took the dog for a walk.. That was fun and he enjoyed it too. I felt bad leaving our other dog at home but she will rip my arm off. She is very strong. My sister gave me a nose harness... I don't know what it is called but I haven't tried it yet. I think I will wait for my husband to help with that.

April 24, 2009

2009-04-24T15:36:00.000-07:00

Today was another great day-- diet wise at least. I had some watermelon and a jello and for dinner I will have a tuna pack and then around 7 or 8 I will have another jello. Hooray.
That is how my day of eating will go.

doing better

2009-04-23T10:31:00.001-07:00

Today is sooo much cooler than the other day... I wouldn't say nicer, but feels much better. I hope that this weekend will be somewhat nice and also i hope that phillip will be home....because i really would like to take the kids on a hike. Not a big one, but one that will keep us busy.

Dieting is going well. I'm not having any cravings. which is awesome. I have a ton of stuff to do to keep busy, but i don't seem to want to do it. I'll do it eventually.

Nice days

2009-04-22T10:31:00.000-07:00

What a beautiful day.... How can you not diet on a beautiful day like this....

I wish i could do more exercise right now but i can't because I'm still recovering from surgery.... Although I feel fine I sill run the risk of a hernia. I really can't afford another surgery and I can't afford for my husband to take all them days off from work to take care of me.

Anyways the point of this is that...for the last two days i have been dieting and it feels good.

Mind power

2009-03-07T12:12:00.001-08:00

So Thursday and Friday were awful days.... Thursday i woke up and got the kids off to school and i was excited to come home and pop in my video and do a work out...so i took the kids to school and came home and searched for my video...I couldn't find it. I spent quite a bit of time looking for it and never found it....so i let that get me down...and then i ate some food....nothing really super bad bad....but bad enough.

Friday I was still in my funk and just didn't care...(that is the worst thing a person could ever do in a diet) but sometimes you just cant fight the feeling. So i ate some more...

Well today i decided screw that.... i have to take over my mind and well I did.... I found my missing video and did a workout and i did some more other exercises....and i plan to keep going all day long. everyday for the next two weeks.

March 3, 2009

2009-03-03T21:52:00.000-08:00

Okay...so i only allow myself to eat a very, very small amount of calories a day ( which I know....not totally healthy) but what ever....and on Monday we were running around town all the day and we got home just in time for the kids to get home from school and then we had to leave for bowling. the kids had a game to make up so we had to be there early. So by the time we got home it was about 6:00 and i had realized i hadn't eaten my tuna yet. so i fixed dinner for everyone else and took care of the baby, and by then i was soooo hungry. I let Phillip talk me into having some popcorn ( and by then it wasn't that hard for him to talk me into it) So i justified it by-- well i just wont eat my tuna or my rice cake and just have popcorn....

It was hard, I had some then stopped. then i had some more and stopped. Then once again I had some more then stopped. Then i had to tell Phillip to get that popcorn out of the room... I didn't gain anything but i didn't lose anything either. That sucked. i needed to lose today. But I'm not gonna let it get me down. I can lose tomorrow.

But all that being said....I stuck to MY diet today and It felt nice.

checking in

2009-02-28T16:07:00.000-08:00

The past couple of days have been great...I have been using my will power to say NO and it is working quite nicely for me. I need to lose a little more weight before i get to the point where i was at my lowest...and i hope to be there before 3 weeks....i think i can do it... I hope i can do it.

A Hard Day

2009-02-27T12:06:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was hard on my brain. I wanted to eat, well i think that my mouth wanted to eat and my brain was tempted but my body (and my eyes....yes even my eyes) were like HELL NO don't do it. It was a long day, and a screaming baby made it even more tempting to eat all the stress away, BUT i didn't give in to my wants... I stuck to my diet.. HOORAY!!!!

rejoining the diet world

2009-02-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

hey diet world......I'M BACK!!!

Good bad times!!

2008-10-13T11:09:00.000-07:00

well....all has been well with the dieting and weight loss...blah, blah, blah...except .....mike came home this week and we all went to dinner to celebrate. I have been eating and eating non-stop. just eating any and everything.

Today was my new start. Back to my me diet. I don't know what else to call it. I'm hoping that I can keep to it...let you know!!!

August 9, 2008

2008-08-08T22:25:00.000-07:00

12 laps

August 6, 2008

2008-08-06T22:54:00.001-07:00

Today was Lil Vincents birthday....hooray happy birthday!!! So we jumped on our bikes and we rode to Melody's house. That was the first time we rode there...The kids all had a great time on the ride and with ally and Vincent...They liked that fil took them out in the field and they picked a shit load of almonds...It was a nice day.....

August 5, 2008

2008-08-05T19:59:00.000-07:00

So today My exercise was walking around the track at school...My total for today was 14 laps.... so that is 3 and a half miles...and of course i will do my crunchies for the night!!!

August 4, 2008

2008-08-04T21:32:00.000-07:00

Today we ( we being me, fil, kaelina , emily and jacob) left the house at about 11:00 and we rode our bikes around town until about 2:30...it was nice...the wind on us made it not so hot...the kids had fun...then after dinner i went to the school and walked 8 laps....now it is time for crunchies

August 3, 2008

2008-08-03T22:58:00.000-07:00

So I took a couple day break from dieting...which maybe i shouldnt have, but i did...anyways it was a nice little break...everyday i would say to myself "tomorrow i will go back on my diet" and of course not do it. but now i am back...i did ok today.

then at the end of the day we ended up going on a bike ride with sabrina and david...it was a nice ride.

We'll see how tomorrow goes>>>>>

July 28, 2008

2008-07-28T22:26:00.000-07:00

Today i decided that i was feeling a little more energetic....so i went to the school and i did some laps....i ended up walking 10 laps...then i walked up and down and up and down and field to find fils golfs balls...nothing to exciting but...it was something.

July 27, 2008

2008-07-28T09:23:00.000-07:00

I forgot to blog about my what not last night....so here it is. I didn't go down to the school, because I wasn't feeling 100% better....so i did crunchies for most the day. If i was watching TV i just got down on the floor and would do as many as i can....i usually do them in sets of 20 until i get tired of them....and that s about it for Sunday.

July 26, 2008

2008-07-26T20:27:00.000-07:00

So today we went to the school and i tried to do my workout.... but i couldn't. I couldn't take 10 steps without gasping for air. i would bend over and try to get some energy but when i stood up i thought i was gonna pass out... It was awful. So i decided to hit some golf balls with fil...that to was to exhausting for me. so we went home and made dinner and now we are watching a stupid movie. so i will do some crunchies and that will be it for today.

July 25, 2008

2008-07-25T22:17:00.000-07:00

today was a busy and hot day....we spent most the day in town and then we came home and i did some yard work and then took a 30 min break and then headed to the school and walked 10 laps and then decided that was it....i was tired...i feel like i got enough workout in.

July 24, 2008

2008-07-24T18:55:00.000-07:00

Today i decided to see how far i caould walk in a hour--how many laps....i walked 17...i was tired today... that turns into 4 1/4 miles...not to bad now i have to do my crunchies

July 23, 2008

2008-07-23T21:38:00.000-07:00

Today was a pretty good day.....We rode our bikes to the school and then the kids and fil practiced hitting golf balls--working on their swings...while they did that i did my laps around the track...i of course lost count of how many i did, but i stayed out and walked until it hurt.... then we rode our bikes home. then fil decided that he wanted Costa Vida... so we jumped on our bike and rode there and back...it was kinda nice to do that.

July 22, 2008

2008-07-22T20:35:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day...i had a lot of fun with my kids.... so we made it down to the school and did my workout and the kids rode their bikes. I love watching them ride around. anyways i started off the same as usual... i walked 2 laps then i ran 1 i started walking again and then i lost track of how many i did but i walked for an hour....it felt good. i should have ran a little bit more but oh well....i got a lot of walking in...i did some crunchies this afternoon but i will do some more tonight..

July 21, 2008

2008-07-21T22:08:00.000-07:00

Today the kids roda their bikes to the school and they rode around while i did my thing...

I walked 7 laps
i ran 3 laps

July 20, 2008

2008-07-20T20:51:00.000-07:00

Today i had to go to the school early at about 6 pm, fil was gonna go to work soon and Savannah doesn't get off til 8:30....so i had the chance to sneak away for 30 Min's....so i did

Man it was hot...

But i did what i had to do and that is it..

July 19, 2008

2008-07-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

Well I didn't think that I was gonna do my workout today, but I said screw it...I'm going when Savannah is getting home. So she got home at about 8:30 pm and i took off for the school. I ended up walking 5 laps and running 2. It wasn't great but it was something.

It got dark and I couldn't see the other side of the track...so I called it quits.... Now I just have to do my crunches

We will see about tomorrow!!

july 18, 2008

2008-07-18T21:20:00.001-07:00

well i did no technical workout....but i did wrangle 7 kids for the most part of the day.... it was alot of fun....at some point for the last ten minutes of the movie we were watching ( the spiderwick chronicles) we were all sitting in the same room all watching together...quietly...it was kinda nice and relaxing...but then it ended and so did the peace....LOL

July 17, 2008

2008-07-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

Today i didn't think i was gonna get a workout in....but i got mad at fil and that pretty much decided that for me...I took off to the school and i walked around the track for an hour and 20 Min's (going pretty fast) i don't know how many laps i got in but it feels like it will do.... later tonight after i put the kids to bed I'm going to do some crunchies as i do every night...

July 15, 2008

2008-07-15T20:20:00.000-07:00

well no exercise for today and no yard work either but i have high hopes for tomorrow!!

july 14, 2008

2008-07-14T22:15:00.000-07:00

Well i had every intention on getting up in the morning to go walk/jog but i was mad at fil...and if i got up...then he would get up when he said he would.(we talked about this last night...he said "I'm gonna get up at 5 in the morning and start some yard work"...so i say yah right...you won't get up until 10)...well i got up around 7 but laid there so he wouldn't get up til later...I told him...

So instead of doing the walk/jog i did a bunch of yard work...I mean a BUNCH. the house looks so different...but nice--i guess...the kids were busting there ass too...Fil was to..

So then I thought..hey i will go work out tonight....but then we ended up doing more yard work and grandma and Richard dropped by..so no exercise for me---well except all that darn yard work....again we are going to have a couple of trash days of filling up the green barrel before that pile is gone.

Fresh start

2008-07-13T10:09:00.000-07:00

well i forgot to check when my last post was....doesn't matter seeing as I am the only one who reads this. But oh well. I have been a little weak, giving on to cravings. I'm doing OK....but like anyone else on this earth I want to do better. I have lost 70 pounds as of so far, I'm happy but not at the same time.

I have almost completely stopped exercising. I really really want to start up again, but I just can't seem to make myself. I have hope that I will make it down to the school tonight and do a little bit of a walk/jog. It would feel so good. I felt really good when I would make the time to go everyday.

Typing all of this I am saying in my head that Yah, I do want to feel that way again, so I'm going to make the time to exercise. It's only 30 Min's a day at the least. I should be able to do that....right?

Well we will see.....cause I'm gonna start blogging my progress everyday again....let you know later on.

*update*
I did it...I got out to the school and i did my walk/jog.
walked 2 laps
ran 1 lap
walked 2 laps
ran 1 lap
walked 1 lap
hope to be out in the morning and then again in the evening

on track

2008-06-19T08:23:00.000-07:00

sooooo on Jacobs birthday i was good for the most of the day,,,,,,but Jacob said please mommy have some cake with me...how could i say no. so i had to eat so me cake. then later i figured since i ate some of this bad stuff why not eat some popcorn too....so i ate some popcorn and it was good but i was a little disappointed in myself....

But now it is a couple of days later and i have been good and i have lost weight and i am super happy.....now i just have to stick with it.....hoop i can do it.... oh yah i need. need.. need to start exercising again.....like big time.

A new day

2008-06-12T20:54:00.001-07:00

well i have decided that tomorrow is my new start.... I know everyone says this but...it really is...Tomorrow is Freaky Friday the 13Th...but to make it even more special it is also my sons and my nephews birthday tomorrow...My son Jacob is turning 5 and my nephew is turning 2....I can't believe it...well anyways although i would love to partake in the birthday cake and all the yummy goodies of the day, I am going to resist.....if i can resist this than i can stick my diet on any other regular day of the week....wish me luck....i will post and let all you know(although i know that i am talking to myself) So i guess i will let myself know....LOL

May 21, 2008

2008-05-21T19:49:00.000-07:00

I don't feel tired. My brain is wide awake. I went for my jog tonight and i could barely do it. My body was tired....who knew?

I ran 3 laps
I walked 3 laps

Its something but my brain wants more...

May 20, 2008

2008-05-20T19:03:00.000-07:00

Today, Me and Savannah took the kids to the school. She took the kids to the play area and I got to get my Jog on.

So here it is:
Walked total 4 laps
Ran total 6 laps

I really want to try to add 1 more lap on (running) But it will happen one day!!!!

May 19, 2008

2008-05-19T21:57:00.000-07:00

So today, Me and Harmony and Sabrina oh yah and Savannah went to the school. Savannah watched the kids and we got to walk a couple of laps. That was kinda nice.

Well that is about it.

May 18, 2008

2008-05-18T20:25:00.000-07:00

Today i went to the school and did me some running.

I ran a total of 6 laps
i walked a total of 3 laps

I'm gonna do some crunches while i watch some TV tonight!!!

May 17, 2008

2008-05-17T22:00:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to the school again.... I know, 2 days in a row! Fil and the kids came to of course but we all do our own things. That is so nice.

Today i walked 6 laps and ran five.

I am going to go to the school tomorrow and I Hope that I can do more.

May 16, 2008

2008-05-16T20:51:00.001-07:00

I went to the school today...it was hard to make myself, but i had nothing else to do. But I did learn something today....Do not eat a shit load of mints all day long and then go out into the heat and run....my stomach feels soooooo sick......It was those pastel mints...AKA after dinner mints....I'm done with those...If you see me buying those just tell me how stupid I am.

So I walked two laps and ran two laps---then walked one lap and ran one lap----then i walked and ran one more lap.....exciting huh!!! oh well it is done

Monday

2008-05-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Moday, me and Sabrina went for our walk jog. It was nice> I think we jogged about a mile --broken up of course. But it was still nice. She called on Wednesday to go and I was so busy that I just couldn't and I haven't called her back since then.....sorry Sabrina!!!
So today is one of our scheduled days,,,if she calls I'm gonna do my best to be ready!!!

Ladies and gentlemen

2008-05-09T18:40:00.000-07:00

I am officially back.....woo hoo...since the week after camping (well actually since we started the house) I haven't been able to make myself workout--in any way.
Now I know that moving the entire house around isn't not a workout but it's just not the same.

So today...just 5 minutes ago I finished a 30 minute elliptical ---whatever...Is it a set or just a workout...oh well whatever it is I did it....

Yeah...woo hoo...I'm gonna do 1 more before the night is over!!!

It's

2008-05-06T12:05:00.000-07:00

Been a while since the last post....I have been pretty descent with my diet.....every now and then I get the urge to do something awful.....sometimes I fight it and sometimes i don't.

I have been really super busy with painting the house so i have had to take every room apart and put them all back to together again...which isn't to to bad because its like spring cleaning. If I'm busy with all this house work then I do not have time to eat and that works for me...

I still am not comfortable with posting my weight although all of you probably know how much I weigh....But I will tell you how much I have lost...so here it goes....56 pounds...I know how sick is that that I had that much to lose....Even sicker is that I still have a lot more to lose....so that is that...

Same as always

2008-04-26T20:17:00.001-07:00

today was just like every other day....if you don't know how every other day is then scroll down...

April 25, 2008

2008-04-25T18:35:00.000-07:00

Hi y'all

Its been crazy over here....

Breakfast:
no time

Snack:
no time

Lunch:
no time

Snack:
no time

Dinner:
1 tuna pouch
1/2 tsp light mayo

2/3 cup of corn

April 21, 2008

2008-04-21T21:51:00.000-07:00

Today turned out to be busy so eating turned out to not be much at all!!!

Breakfast:
1 cup of hot tea

snack:
Didn't happen

Lunch:
nope
Snack:
Didn't happen

Dinner:
1 pouch tuna
1/2 tsp light mayo
2/3 cup corn

I haven't worked out in a long time, but I have been moving every room in the house around and painting. ( we are also scraping the cottage cheese of the ceiling) It has been alot of work. But It's cool because it is like my spring cleaning. No shit can go back in any of the bedrooms. woo hoo

April 20, 2008

2008-04-20T17:34:00.000-07:00

Breakfast:
1 cup of hot tea
8 strawberries

Lunch:
1 cup cucumber
2 pickles

Dinner:
2/3 cup corn
2 servings liquid egg

I got my period today.....I'm gonna try to move the elliptical to a better spot so I can plug it in and use it.... We'll see!!

April 19, 2008

2008-04-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

Today was pretty descent.

Breakfast:
1 cup of tea

Lunch:
Salad--(lettuce, tomato and salad dressing)
1 Piece of chicken----Lunch was at Taste of India

Dinner:
2/3 cup of corn
1 Tuna pouch
1/2 tsp light mayo

April 18, 2008

2008-04-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

Breakfast:
1 cup cucumber
1 serving of liquid egg

Lunch:
6 inch ham and cheese subway sandwich

Dinner:
1 salad which consisted of
lettuce
tomato
cucumber
kidney beans
corn

1 piece of chicken

hey we were working pretty hard on the house today...we needed energy

April 17, 2008

2008-04-17T18:28:00.000-07:00

Today I thought that Jacob might have had the chicken pox. So I took him to the Dr and he said that He doesn't think that it is that. He also said that he doesn't know what it is. Always good to hear. But as long as I watch this rash I think that I and everyone else should be fine.

Breakfast:
Funny story. (well I guess not really) I went to harmony's house and she asked me if I had breakfast...I said yes, I had liquid egg.
well later I went home and found that I took the stuff out to make breakfast and ran out of time and forgot that I hadn't ate at all.
So I had went to walmart to get more pickles and I ended up eating some beef jerky for breakfast.

Snack:
To late in the day

Lunch:
2 pickles ( wasn't as hungry as I thought)

Snack:
No

Dinner:
Salad (which consisted of 1 and a half cups of shredded lettuce and 1 cup of cucumber)
I thought I had more salady stuff
2/3 cup of whole kernel corn---YUMMY

We will see what else the day brings

April 16, 2008

2008-04-16T18:26:00.001-07:00

Today I took the house apart...I know I feel like I just did that a couple of weeks ago, but I'm doing it again. It's fun....

Breakfast:
2 servings of liquid egg

Snack:
no

Lunch:
1 envelope of chicken noodle soup
1 pickle

Snack:
uh uh

Dinner:
1 boca burger patty
1 apple

Snack:
I'm gonna have a pickle at about 7:00

My hopes are to jump on the elliptical for 30 Min's
Screw hopes---I'm gonna do it!!!

**UPDATE**
I got busy and didn't have time to jump on the elliptical...
Oh the freak well....Right

April 15, 2008

2008-04-15T12:17:00.000-07:00

Today has been a fun filled day of laundry and house cleaning. Made dieting pretty easy.

Breakfast:
2 servings of liquid egg
1/2 serving of Canadian bacon

Snack:
no

Lunch:
1 tuna pouch
1/2 tsp light mayo

that's all so far

Dinner:
3 servings liquid egg
1 pickle

April 14, 2008

2008-04-14T09:35:00.000-07:00

As my sister said in her blog---Monday is a new day, and I have started my day off the right way. I have had a cup of hot tea and it was nice to sit and enjoy the warmth of the drink.

I also had 2 servings of liquid egg.

More to come...wish me luck.

Lunch:
1 tuna pouch
1/2 tsp mayo

Dinner:
2 servings liquid egg
1 serving Canadian bacon
1/2 cheese stick

no snacks it is already to late.

me and Sabrina got together and this is what we did

walked 3 laps
ran 3 laps
walked 2 laps
ran 3 laps
walked 2 laps ( I think)
ran 1 lap
walked 2 laps
and then stretched

It was nice but man it was windy, and for some reason I couldn't stop talking, so poor Sabrina had to try to run and talk. She put up with me...

thanks for putting up with my chatty ass today....love ya.

And again---SORRY!!!

I did it.....30 Min's on the elliptical!!!! YEAH!!! ( I'm having a woo hoo party in my head)

Oh man

2008-04-13T13:46:00.001-07:00

I was not good on my trip, but I will say more about that later....

April 5, 2008

2008-04-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

So yesterday we went on our 2nd hiking trip. This one was alot more intense than the first one,,,but nothing we couldn't handle.

It was definitely a good workout. I don't' think I have ever breathed so hard.

We had alot of fun and we saw alot of beautiful sights.

I cant' wait until we choose and then go on our next hike.

Hopefully by then I won't sound like a boar. So lets see how the eating day went.

Breakfast:

2 servings of liquid egg

1 serving of Canadian bacon

Snack:

nope

Lunch:

1 tuna pouch

1/2 mayo pack (1 tsp)

1 pickle

Snack:

mom fed my 4 pieces of jerky on the car ride home

Dinner:

I too wasn't hungry but i ate the rest of the food in my lunch box

2 pickles

1 tuna pouch

1/2 mayo pouch (again 1 tsp)

Snack:

no way

I took in more food than I normally would but oh well right.....we did burn off hella calories...Woo Hoo.....

April 4, 2008

2008-04-04T12:26:00.000-07:00

Today......I have hit my goal and dipped under.....wooo hooo.

Breakfast:
1/2 cup of cantaloupe

Snack:
nope

Lunch:
1 pickle
1 apple

more to come

Snack:
didn't happen

Dinner:
also didn't happen

Snack:
2 pickles (i was to tired to think of something else)

we all met up and did our walk/jog and it was nice. it felt good. 3 laps (spread apart) and I don't know how many we walked. afterwards we all did a bunch of different crunches(?) It felt good as well....
I wanted to do a 30 min. session on the elliptical but never got to it.
I can't wait for our hike tomorrow!!!!

April 3, 2008

2008-04-03T19:56:00.000-07:00

Well to day still feeling just a tiny bit guilty about yesterdays chipotle (not too much though) I tried to behave extra good today...

Breakfast:
1/2 cup of cantaloupe

Snack:
nope

Lunch:
1 caramel rice cake

Snack:
nope

Dinner:
1/2 cup of kidney beans
1 pickle

Snack:
1 pickle

30 Min's on elliptical......

April 2, 2008

2008-04-02T14:43:00.000-07:00

Well today started and I was upset because usually i can lose about a pound a day...but today I hadn't lost one and i was upset because i feel like i worked out pretty hard yesterday...It was unfair...

So I thought I was pretty tired and I did sit around at first, But then i got a glance at the backyard and I still haven't cleaned up the glass that blew over,, over the big winter storm. So I went out back and broke the rest of the windows and swept up as much glass as I could. After doing that I started to clean up the kitchen and Out of no-where I asked my 4 year old son if he wanted to try to ride his bike without his training wheels...he said yes...and to my surprise he could do it.

So I ran around the block chasing him to make sure he wouldn't fall...It was at least a half an hour of running next to him...man I was tired....So then I decided lets throw the bike in the pick up and take it to the park and we rode around for about an hour and came home.....Here is the diet part....on the way home I let my mind take over and I stopped at chipotle and got some tacos....i don't feel all the way bad....only a little....So I am going to jump on the elliptical and do that before we meet up tonight for our jog....do the jog and then come home and do the elliptical again and hopefully I won't have screwed myself to badly...

Oh yah I had 1 cup of cantaloupe for breakfast and then the chipotle and that is it for the day...No snacks later on...nothing....But i will let you know if i did what i said i would do...

*UPDATE*...I did m first 30 mins of elliptical and i am soon off to do my jog....

**UP-UPDATE** we got together and we did our walk-jog....we walked 4 and then ran 2 and then walked 2 and ran 1 and walked 2 and ran 1/2 and walked the other 1/2...and sorry I don't think I will do my other 30 mins...well actually i know i won't...

April 1, 2008

2008-04-01T16:38:00.000-07:00

I was bored all day and I had to go to town and that really sucked...but now I'm home and hooray!!!!

Breakfast:
8 strawberries

Snack:
nope

Lunch:
1 serving liquid egg
1 serving Canadian bacon

Snack:
Still nope

Dinner:
1 pickle
1/2 cup kidney beans
8 strawberries

Snack:
Jello cup

And I plan to workout on the elliptical so we will see.

UPDATE:
I did do my ellipitical......30 mins, baby

March 31, 2008

2008-03-31T22:05:00.000-07:00

Today was a good day...

Breakfast:
made a cup of tea and forgot to drink it

Snack:
2 strawberries

Lunch:
cooked a smart dog......never ever again
(did not eat that) ate a pickle

Snack:
nope

Dinner:
5 meatballs....not to big
1/2 slice provolone cheese

Snack:
jello cup

walked/jog for an hour or so and then went on a six and a half mile bike ride....
30 Min's on the elliptical....

March 30, 2008

2008-03-30T08:57:00.000-07:00

I got up way earlier today and it was so different. Faith was up at 6 and I was like heck no, please go back to bed. So the kids all got up at 7 and me too.

9:00
breakfast:
1 cup cantaloupe

Snack:
to busy

lunch:
to busy

snack:
jello cup

dinner:
4 ounces grilled chicken
1/2 cup kidney beans

snack:
forgot!!!!!

March 29, 2008

2008-03-29T19:04:00.000-07:00

I was reading Harmony's blog and I agree, the day did fly by. I again had a late start so lets see how it went.

Breakfast:
1 cup of tea

Snack:
never happened

Lunch:
1 cup of vanilla yogurt

Snack:
Tuna pouch
1/2 tsp. mayo

Dinner:
1 boca burger patty

Snack:
I'm already 15 calories over my limit

So there it is...I went over but I think I still did good.

March 28, 2008

2008-03-28T12:24:00.000-07:00

Well it got to late to eat breakfast so here it is

12:00
2 servings of liquid egg

Snack:
never happened

Dinner:
3 servings of liquid egg
1 serving Canadian bacon
since it was such a late dinner I was starving

Snack:
Yes it is 8:40 and i am going to have a jello in a bit.

Well that is that!!!

March 27, 2008

2008-03-27T10:01:00.000-07:00

It is 10:00 in the morning and as of so far I have ate the following:

Breakfast:
1 cup of cantaloupe
10 grapes
3 strawberries

Snack:
I know i will eat nothing

Lunch:
1 turkey burger patty

Snack:
I forgot

Dinner:
6 inch ham and cheese sub

Snack:
I can not afford the calories

Today wasn't the best day ever...but I will live

March 26, 2008

2008-03-26T13:19:00.000-07:00

Today I feel better than yesterday!!! um well i didn't mention this yesterday (in my blog at least) but yesterday I felt like s***!!! I was so tired and my body was just so completely off everything was just different and i ended up having a fever too.(well not a big one but it was there)

Breakfast:
2 servings of liquid egg
1 serving of Canadian bacon

Snack:
forgot

Lunch:
1 Jello cup

Snack:
forgot

Dinner:
2 servings of liquid eggs
1 tuna pouch
1/2 teaspoon of mayo.
(the eggs and the tuna were not mixed together.....YUCK)

Snack: (I will eat this at about 7:00)

Exercise:
30 Min's on the elliptical....wheew

March 25, 2008

2008-03-25T11:51:00.000-07:00

So woo hoo---- the detox is over!!!!

This morning I had for breakfast a fruit bowl which consisted of:

4 strawberries
1 cup of cantaloupe
10 grapes

It was good...

Easter

2008-03-23T19:08:00.001-07:00

Well I don't so much feel like blogging.....I'm bored and yet again today I am at grandma's....which I do like being here...but I guess I'm.....something....

Today was OK....I don't think I brought enough of the lemonade with me...Oh well....I will make it up.

How you ladies doing?

march 22, 2008

2008-03-22T15:57:00.001-07:00

Well today was fun!!!!!!

Detox

2008-03-21T16:44:00.000-07:00

So today we started that detox.....OMG.....yuck....

I can't stand it...I gulp it down as quickly as i can. Afterwards I let out a very attractive dry heave. A burp of which I have never heard before.

9 more days to go!!!!

March 20, 2008

2008-03-20T18:11:00.000-07:00

I was so tired today. I even laid down for a nap...Didn't fall asleep, but it was fun to try.

Breakfast:
8 strawberries

Snack:
didn't eat one

Lunch:
Starkist tuna pouch with 1/2 teaspoon of mayo...with a lite sprinkle of celery salt. (It was good)

Snack:
again didn't eat one

Dinner:
pork loin kabobs (4 ounces) meat only because I didn't like the veggies
4 slices of cucumber

Snack:
Haven't eaten one yet but when I do I will eat---
Jello cup

Tonight I am going to do my elliptical for 30 mins and maybe just maybe I will add 5 extra minutes to my time. We well see

UPDATE:
I did my 30 mins. yeah!!!1 It was hard today.

March 19, 2008

2008-03-19T21:24:00.000-07:00

OK so --today was OK...again I didn't remember to eat all day so lets see how it went:

Breakfast:
2 servings of liquid egg
1 serving of Canadian bacon

snack:
Forgot

Lunch:
8 strawberries

Snack:
Forgot

Dinner:
2 servings of liquid egg
1 serving of Canadian bacon

So not to great but its what I got!!!

I went with Harmony and Sabrina and we walked a couple of laps and the we ran two laps..It felt good.

Afterwards I came home and started my elliptical at 9:00 p.m. and the kids were already in bed (well the elliptical is in my bedroom in the back of the house) and I kept hearing noises (imaginary ones of course) so I decided that I will make up my time in the morning. ( I know lame excuse---but I couldn't concentrate)

Food for today

2008-03-18T17:25:00.000-07:00

Breakfast:
2 servings of liquid egg
1 serving of canadian bacon

Snack:
apple

Lunch:
Tuna pouch with 1/2 teaspoon of mayo.

Dinner:
1 Boca burger ( no bun---Plain)
1 apple

Snack:
Jello

This morning we took a bike ride into town. First we rode to target and then we rode around town and ended up at marshals and then to walmart of course and back home. We are about to go for one more ride and then I am going to hop on the elliptical and put in 30 more minutes.....let you know how it works out.

NEWS FLASH:::: This just in....I went for a 7 mile bike ride.....and then jumped on the elliptical for 30 mins.

March 17,2008

2008-03-17T21:46:00.000-07:00

Well today I ate farely descent....well a little bit under what I should have ate. I wanted to have eggs and canadian bacon. I have been eating liquid eggs, and I ran out. So I went to the store to buy some after picking up Ryder. So it was about 10:00 or so and we got home and I started to cook them when I noticed EEEEEWW....I had bought Southwestern style eggs. (tomatoes and chillies and onions and what not in it) Gross I am not eating that. So I cooked up the candian bacon and that was my breakfast. So before Ryder went home I went back to the store and bought the right liquid egg. So here is the break down of what I ate today....

Breakfast:
4 slices of canadian bacon

Snack:
peanut butter quaker oats granola bar

lunch:
I forgot to eat lunch

snack:
sugar free jello cup

dinner:
3 servings liquid egg(I know--I thought I was that hungry)
4 slices of canadian bacon

snack:
sugar free jello cup

I went on my bike ride with Sabrina and my children and then I jumped on the elliptical for 30 mins...

Todays hopes

2008-03-14T14:40:00.000-07:00

So. I have not been to bad with my eating....i can't make a list for the past couple of days...but I'm happy with whats happening with me. I guess that counts for something right. That doesn't mean I like how I look, but one day I will ( I hope). I did the elliptical this morning and we should be meeting up for a walk tonight and I have every hope to jump back on the elliptical tonight.

Uummm lets see... I still will not post my weight. And gosh I don't know what else I can say.

Lazy

2008-03-07T08:30:00.000-08:00

OK so I know I have been kinda lazy about posting but, I have been working out --I swear!! I did not participate on Wednesdays run but i did do some home workouts. I have been eating very good.....Except last night, I had a plain double cheeseburger. and yes i felt bad but i was so hungry and it was already to late to cook dinner. so that is it. Hopefully I will keep up with my daily ---STUFF!

weekend fun

2008-03-02T18:05:00.000-08:00

Well i know it has been a couple of days and No i don't remember everything in between. i do know that yesterday we went on a hike and it was so beautiful. It couldn't have been a nicer day. Unfortunately I was sick and it continuously got worse but still we hiked on and it was nice and it felt good.

After the hike we met up with some friends and we went to dinner and I ordered a crispy chicken sandwich from the cheesecake factory. It was good and yes i know......not at all healthy. Oh man I felt like shit for the whole night. I tried to hide how i felt so that i didn't ruin anybody elses night. But i had a fever and i constantly had a tissue up my nose. It wasn't pretty. But it was fun. and today i continue to be sick....I'll blog my food later.

productive day after all

2008-02-27T19:24:00.000-08:00

So just one post for today...It was a slow start but eventually I got moving....I did 25 minutes on the elliptical this morning. then I did 9 1/2 miles on a bike ride with my sister. It was nice. the weather was perfect. ( except for all the bugs we digested) and now when I'm done blogging I'm gonna jump back on the elliptical and do 30 Min's. wish me luck!!!

A tour around Live Oak

2008-02-26T18:23:00.001-08:00

Let's see---Today me and Harmony took ryder and Jacob on a walk around live oak.They had fun. I had given them a bag of pretzels and they kindly left a trail so we could find our way back to harmony's house. And I had 3 slim fast shakes today.....Woo Hoo! and I'm going to do 30 minutes on the eliptical and then some crunchies....Not to exciting.

Endurance

2008-02-25T19:01:00.000-08:00

So, I know I have already posted today, but I am pretty excited about today's workout. We jogged alot farther than we do every other day. It wasn't as scary and i feel like I can do it again.

I know it is pretty lame to write that kind of stuff down...but last week (shoot who am i kidding ten minutes before the jog) just the thought of jogging half the track sent my mind to complete panic mode. I would secretly try to think of excuses to get out of it. I never did use the excuses but thinking them is just as bad as using them.

In summary I FELT VERY COMFORTABLE. Yeah!!!!

busy day

2008-02-25T17:09:00.000-08:00

today I turned into a busy day, and i kinda ran out of time to eat so so far i have had:

1 cappuccino slim fast...it was good and filling.

and I'm going to have another one right now:

so that makes 2 slim fasts for the day and we'll see about a snack

you'll have to check back to see if that happened!!

dinner

2008-02-24T17:27:00.000-08:00

it's 4:30 on Sunday and we went to colusa to visit grandma. I had hoped that they didn't cook anything....but they did. so i had 2 tortillas with some pork meat inside . like little soft tacos. they were good, but i have no idea on the nutritional crap.

cottage gross

2008-02-24T09:47:00.000-08:00

OK well it is 9:47 a.m. and i tried to eat a 1/2 cup of cottage cheese but 2 bites into it and i had to throw it away. It felt funny in my mouth and i just couldn't handle it.

so I'm going to have to find something else to eat. I'm thinking how about a rice cake. I have some caramel rice cakes and they are 50 calories per serving.

I'll report the rest of the day later on tonight

Emilee's birthday party

2008-02-23T21:05:00.000-08:00

so today was Emilee's b-day party and i had the following:

6 little weenies
1 cheeseburger
small slice of cake (no frosting) white cake
2 waters

I don't know the calories or anything like that.

Not to worry--tomorrow i shall eat much better!!!

my first

2008-02-23T10:08:00.000-08:00

Today for breakfast I ate:

2 eggs (i know with yolks....pretty bad huh)
1 Tortilla

I wrapped it up.

It was good.